I'm at it again. Just when I thought I had lost him. The smile he presented to me. Like a king worshipping his queen.
I'm at it again. These hands are burdened by the loss, absence and quietness of his mahogany. Every arch his body made made my hands tremble with joy. Divinest.
I'm at it again. His posture, his walk, his eyes. Like a lion marking its territory. Like a hunter strolling with pride across the brown and dusty ground. Like an Ethiopian king.
I'm at it again. On and on. And on. Till infinity. My hips, my thighs, my lips, the crown on my head and my feet are at it again. Till infinity.
Yet, his motions are less. His gestures are pointless. His smiles are dull.
But still I'm at it again.
black panther
2012/04/30
2012/02/10
2012/02/03
bad timing?
Is there a thing as "bad timing"? Seriously, because I believe there is such a thing. Some people would disagree saying that using the phrase is just a weak excuse.
Well, I'm in the middle of a bad timing.
Apparently, my buddy J knows some guy who likes me. Some days ago he called and asked to hang out. It didn't seem odd, so I accepted the invite.
But look-a-here, we spent 5 days together. In a ROW!!! So during those days, the guy spills out that he likes me and stuff.
Day 3, we are chilling at my place (he is the first guy ever to enter my room....). The kissing started and I backed off. Like in a dramatic move. Sign??
I really got me thinking that I'm not ready for a relationship. I've spent 5 looooooooooooooooooong but nice years being single and I'm finally getting used to it. I'm just used to my own company........
I don't want to hurt him, but eyyy, it's inevitable, right? Better now than later.
Gosh. In one week. All this. I just can't wait to starting doing things without thinking. Lol, besides he has been occupying my thoughts that it's a danger to my school work. And I was the one who thought I could manage. Hah! Yet, my heart beats faster when I see him and a smile appears on my face. He has it all. I HATE THIS!!!
Anyways, sorry for the lack of entries. I bet you guys can guess why.
And I'm planning to post more photography. I need some feedback from you lovelies.
God Bless.
black panther; the girl destined to die a virgin, lol.
Well, I'm in the middle of a bad timing.
Apparently, my buddy J knows some guy who likes me. Some days ago he called and asked to hang out. It didn't seem odd, so I accepted the invite.
But look-a-here, we spent 5 days together. In a ROW!!! So during those days, the guy spills out that he likes me and stuff.
Day 3, we are chilling at my place (he is the first guy ever to enter my room....). The kissing started and I backed off. Like in a dramatic move. Sign??
I really got me thinking that I'm not ready for a relationship. I've spent 5 looooooooooooooooooong but nice years being single and I'm finally getting used to it. I'm just used to my own company........
I don't want to hurt him, but eyyy, it's inevitable, right? Better now than later.
Gosh. In one week. All this. I just can't wait to starting doing things without thinking. Lol, besides he has been occupying my thoughts that it's a danger to my school work. And I was the one who thought I could manage. Hah! Yet, my heart beats faster when I see him and a smile appears on my face. He has it all. I HATE THIS!!!
Anyways, sorry for the lack of entries. I bet you guys can guess why.
And I'm planning to post more photography. I need some feedback from you lovelies.
God Bless.
black panther; the girl destined to die a virgin, lol.
2012/01/21
2012/01/20
2011/12/30
Legend + Roots
Heard this song for the 1st time two days ago.
Can't believe I haven't known about it before : / * embarrassed*
PS. Does anybody know the female artist? If so, please share.
black panther
Bye, 2011 !
Well, 2011 is coming to an end. It seems surreal to me, as if the year just started yesterday.
This year....well, what has happened this year? It seems nothing has happened to me this year.
I'm the same girl, living inside the same body, rapped around the same flesh and bones.
I've met new people, only great one's.
I've lost a friend, whom I want back.
I've turned 20 and it scares me.
I've learned to love me, my friends and family more.
I've daydreamed a lot, had too much expectations which were all in vain and stored to many thoughts in my mind.
I've dared too little. It's time I start saying "It's my life. Let me be the conductor.", even though I know my African mom will look at me strange.
I've taken some pictures with my Konica Autoreflex.
I've scared some boys away, but that's just hilarious.
I keep erasing things from my mind. Wait, I mean suppressing.
I have felt the wrath from having 5 major subjects this semester. I'm glad I survived.
I'm still single. Don't hate ;)
I've laughed a lot, cried less and screamed in small doses.
And I'm still a Boondocks fanatic.
I hope 2011 leaves you all with happy farewells, and that 2012 welcomes you with warm kisses.
Have a blessed Happy New Year.
God Bless.
black panther
This year....well, what has happened this year? It seems nothing has happened to me this year.
I'm the same girl, living inside the same body, rapped around the same flesh and bones.
I've met new people, only great one's.
I've lost a friend, whom I want back.
I've turned 20 and it scares me.
I've learned to love me, my friends and family more.
I've daydreamed a lot, had too much expectations which were all in vain and stored to many thoughts in my mind.
I've dared too little. It's time I start saying "It's my life. Let me be the conductor.", even though I know my African mom will look at me strange.
I've taken some pictures with my Konica Autoreflex.
I've scared some boys away, but that's just hilarious.
I keep erasing things from my mind. Wait, I mean suppressing.
I have felt the wrath from having 5 major subjects this semester. I'm glad I survived.
I'm still single. Don't hate ;)
I've laughed a lot, cried less and screamed in small doses.
And I'm still a Boondocks fanatic.
I hope 2011 leaves you all with happy farewells, and that 2012 welcomes you with warm kisses.
Have a blessed Happy New Year.
God Bless.
black panther
2011/11/22
2011/11/17
Think C.O.M.M.O.N.
YES, YES, YES, HE IS BACK!!! FINALLY!!!!
"The Dreamer/The Believer" drops 20th of December and I'm going to buy it! plus, he is yummy.
"The Dreamer/The Believer" drops 20th of December and I'm going to buy it! plus, he is yummy.
black panther
PS. Conrad Murray is I.N.N.O.C.E.N.T!
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